It's 430 am. I've been up since 1 due to coughing fit by Ryan whom i got to prop himself up with pillows to kill that. It worked. At 3 Kyle had coughing fit I helped settle with tissues for his nose and a drink and a little chuckle about how he must have grown taller in the night (and I swear he had). So here I sit wide awake unable to get back to sleep. I had milk and cookies and here I type. I find it funny how I am mother to all, caregiver to the family and never get the rest for myself. I need a vacation on a beach somewhere where I will get cared for and pampered.
So I suppose going to bed now would be pointless. Might as well stay up. Frustrating. A lot.